The Void....

Laying down staring into the empty void.

On the other side, I see myself as a boy.

Trying to get his mother attention.

He then thinks of the one thing he won’t mention.

It makes him cry and wish that he could take it back.

One memory after another, just a big stack.

What to do now?, that question concerns me.

I want to have a good life with the kitty.

She is there by my side telling not to worry.

Where negativity goes there is no hurry.

The past is the past let it stay behind.

What has been done has been recorded by time.

What time we have left, Let the sun shine.

Talk about what to look forward to.

All we have left is just me and you.

A squirrel and a cat.

Imagine that!

It starting to come back

As I walk around my head starts to ache.

When I walk, I wonder are people real or fake?

When you meet them at first you wont know for sure.

You’ll soon find out when you talk a little more.

Walking in a straight line is harder than it looks.

One minute you’re a student, the next a crook.

You strive hard trying to reach a goal.

I can see right there next to the giant hole.

In this hole are the that brings us down.

Like the kid who was told no, he begins to frown.

Tears form around his eyes as he begins to pout.

All that comes to end with a fierce shout.

The hole is big with no way around it.

 Look ahead and hold on, Don’t lose your grip.

It differ from person to person as we make it through.

On the other side, you see someone waiting for you.

He looks down and smiles and holds out his hand.

Against that old snake, “ I am glad I made that stand.

The Poem Of Pain

When You’re all alone with nothing to do…
Wash up put some clothes on then your shoes.
Go outside and look up at the sky.
Wondering why there is no one around.
Your eyes glued to the ground.
So quiet out there, Where’s the sound.
Pick up the phone and call a friend.
It rings and rings, is there someone even there?
Is it that now you call and you don’t care.
When is the last time you hear from this person.
The hard times continue and the pain worsens.
Feel like giving up and telling everyone to F*** Off.
Alone you came and Along you will leave.
Will there ever be peace among us Human Beings?

Psalms 25:2

O my God, I trust in thee: let me not be ashamed,
let not mine enemies triumph over me.

March 2011- NEW BEGINNING

Eleven years have gone bye and new year has come.
Can't stand around to think about it, it's has begun.
This year will make it two years for me and kitty.
I look up in a chair just sitting.
Waiting for the day when we all can come together.
Wanting those good times to last forever.
Having my friends there to support me.
While God is revealing to me my destiny.
Everyone in my life is important, that is why i care.
For the people giving me strange looks, Why do you stare?
Do you hate me? If so, what have I done to you?
I know I've said hurtful things, I became a fool.
Used by the devil,  discarded like a tool.
I know that path I take is for God.
I've been down that lonely road, doesnt get you very  far.
Standing by others, helping them and giving them advice.
Showing that it does pays to do something nice.
Looking out for yourself, look how far that gets.
No job, school, and no friends, what next ?
Tried to fit in and be like them, that didnt work.
Feel like nothing and then you notice the church.
How nice the people are and they give you something to eat.
You feel stronger on the inside and out, you no longer feel weak.